This post is my very first post back in 2005... grabbed this off my old blog page in friendster... it's really nice to read about my life back then and remember the good and bad times of yesteryears... and seeing the things I wrote... I do regret writing some of those, but I'm not going to delete my past post though...

July 28, 2005

What I miss...

After about 9 months... i finally had sashimi :P~ and i can't complain coz i have plenty more in da freezer!! :)

I ain't a glutton alright... but i really miss loads of my favourite food while i was in KL...

The mamak stalls!!.... (Restoran Amy... those tom yam daging, daging masak merah, the mee goreng, sup daging.... i love daging...)

from Abang at mayang in PJ.... daging masam manis....

roti tissue, tosai telur, cheese naan

other than that... i miss Burger King's Swiss Mushroom Cheese Burger <:D~~~

Auntie Anne's Almond Pretzel with caramel...

Dunkin Donut's Almond or Strawberry frost...

Baskin Robbin's Chocolate and Peanut butter ice-cream...

I miss IKEA's hotdogs!! and daim cake~~... and ice-cream...

Super noodle house's roasted duck noodles with thier delicious sambal~~

The 26 different styles of cooking crab..... the XO one... and the cream crab... which comes with the baked bread to dip in with the cream......

I miss the KFC there too... believe it or not... coz unlike kuching... u can get any part of the chicken u desire... plus they give u super extra cheese when u ask for it.... (wedges)

finally i would like to end my craving by saying i miss the penang lok-lok...

hehe :P~~~~~

what a fat ass....

-archive- http://jazzo.blogs.friendster.com/jazzo_gonzo_hearts_raleig/2005/07/what_i_miss.html

It's 4.20am...

Yes it is 4.20am.. and I've got class tomorrow, but in the afternoon. I should be sleeping already.

My lifestyle has changed so much, or not any different in sleeping times compared to my LUCT years. I guess theres too much on my mind to go to bed too soon like the fact that I have tonnes of assingments to think of and submission for phase 2 for one of it this Friday...

Another thing was that I think I've out did myself this week by overspending like MAD I tell you...
I went to the pokies... thats's right... so that's negative AU$90 there....

Yesterday I spent AU$257... on cloths... WTH... on flip flops, a thin sweater and a T shirt... yeaps thts it...

but of course I work for my own Wad o' Dough... been doing that for my personal luxuries...

And worst of all.. I didnt regret a thing...

:(

off to bed........

The First Post: Part 2

I got out of work late today so I kind of lost the mood to continue... but anyway I will just complete the post earlier.

Soon after that, it was realy strange... He used us Women kind of as a bait.. in this modern weird cage-like contraption... we all struggled to the middle of it.... while all the 'baddies'(rapist, muderers, sickos... etc) tried to get us.. but soon after.. time kind of stopped.. and he kad control of them.... so the women all walked out easily from the entrapment, and the 'baddies' were stranded there. Somehow there are those who manage to escape. They thoguht they could get away with it.. but the He manages to spot them out...

*My dream felt so real.. I felt so secure as I am in good hands...

The next part was I happened to meet this lady who lives in a cottage with her 2 children. Then a man came over... I can't quite recall his name but his initials were JB. I felt that there was something up with this guy, but anyway I was escorting this lady to see Him. We were walking past some train tracks and there were poeple already walking towards the meeting place. (sort of an abandoned warehouse)


When we all gather there, He warned us about the guy 'JB' that he was to be avoided... The women I was with freaked... and said that he was with her Children...

'JB' then appeared there with her kids... but we manage to take'em back to His side.

Jesus then settled the problem.... I'm not sure how.. but that was when i woke up....

-END-

This is the first time I've dreamt of something like that...

Maybe the dream triggered because for the past few months. I have been feeling withdrawal from what I've been trying to build, but itz now just wasted and gone...
Is it because I have been feeling the emptiness for the first time in my entire life??
Is it because of all the songs I've been listening to excessively by The Kellys and 'An angel' by Declan?
Is it because I have been too much of a good person and people just take me for granted and treat me like a welcoming mat...
Is it because of all the depression I try to hide from the world...
For all I know I have alot to be thankful for...

or is He trying to reach me? (because I do need His hand)

The first post Part 1

The first time i've started blogging was back in 2004 if i'm not mistaken... I started slow.. then it got rather frequent... (in my standard was twice a week or so)

This year I've lost it all... i meant the mood for blogging.. I kind of called it quits...
but all of a sudden.. i felt like writing a little somthing today...

Since this is my first post in this new page (i use to use friendster blog), I would like to tell you a story about what I've dreamt 2 nights ago...

The Dream

It happened at a place... some sort of dessert-like with some sort of a huge cave around. There were people i didnt know, some injured, some just old.. some ill...
we were waiting for someone... and i felt that He was coming back...

Jesus the man Himself.

*I'm not religious or anything, am a free thinker but I do believe in God...

We were all waiting for Him anxiously and we know that He wouldn't let us down.

When He arrived, I announced to everyone upon His arrival... He then started healing the ill, injured and so on. It was nothing like you've seen before. I was in awe.

Then...

*to be continued*

I've gotta get back to work... as im writing this during my break... chaos...
Will continue this tonight... there's more....