Well, I suddenly felt a huge tendency to write something. It's 3.09am and I have work to get up to... but I really felt a huge itch to jot down a few words so i'd look back and remember silly stuff I'd said or done.
It's mid november already! 2008 flew by faster than 2007 eventhough its a leap year this year...
Life is boring is kuching... I wanna go back to the big city life... I miss Melbourne for the food, life, transportation, people, suburbs, etc etc...
Work is brain dead, tedious, and getting nowhere... and I'm not gonna repeat this.. but yea... pay is the worst!!
I felt like writing coz life is going nowhere... but an update.. good news to my Ext HDD... it was a miracle... and I've backed up all my files on a new HDD...
I look at my previous post and remembered how I felt when i wrote it... its much better now.. but thinking about it still makes me hollow inside and still makes me choke a little... how I wish things just went smoothly...
My bro has left for Manchester... the house is pretty quiet besides the grandparent's, aunt, and my parents... which I hardly see coz of my working schedule... yes i work late and its 6 days a week..
In comparison: I work a year here and I could get a Mac book pro. I work a month in aussie.. I could buy one right away... GAWD
I've been playing the lottery once in a while.. the 20mil jackpot... that's in ringgit...
we get taxed 10 percent here in East Malaysia... whereas if u buy it in West Msia... u buy RM10.. its RM10... here u buy RM10... its RM11... I don't put hope ont he lottery.. but its the only thing we've got here in kuching that's close to playing the pokies... LOL
Anyway, I did say I've quit blogging... well I'm not blogging.. its kind of like an open diary.. nothing personal.
I doubt I'd put pictures up here.. coz I'm all about writing.. I have plenty of pictures in facebook... so i don't need to repeat myself here.
Lastly, I've reminisce about my childhood recently. Particularly the time where I first learnt to ride my bike without training wheels. I was either 6 or 7 years of age. I took off the training wheels on my BMX; and I remembered how frustrating it was.. my mum and our maid tried to hold on to my bike.. but i said i could do it on my own... It was late in the afternoon.. My sis and bro were also riding thier bikes.. but my lil bro had training wheels.. and my sis eventually gave up. I on the other hand was very frustrated.. but i didnt wanna give up and kept thiking.. I know i can do this.... Everyone gone into the house except me and the maid. She waited for me.. and I asked her to watch me..
It was already dark, wasn't even dusk anymore... and I said to myself... 'One more time.. and this time i'm gonna go for it' I then went fast and voila! I did it.. i was thrilled... It took me one blow... totally skipped the middle part... if there was any to begin with... I cyled a few more rounds.. coz I could before i headed inside the house.
I know that in times of myself giving up.. I gotta recall that... 'Never give up!' just like my HDD...
patience is a virtue, eventhough it has given me alot of stress beforehand.. but if i dont work smart and hard... i'll never make it.. my dreams and wishes will never be fulfilled...
It also sickens me to see myself work so hard... and other people just slacking their butts off.. in anything, working as a team... etc etc... and unworthy lazy rich kids who spend their parents money like nobody's business... without lifting a finger for it....
Well I've learnt to ignore that, and focus on myself more nowadays.. coz what's it got to do with my success... they're rich; but hey at least I know I'm working for it...
darn.. its so late.. prolly gonna be tired at work tomorrow.. but i always manage
-End-
17th November '08 - Monday - 3.40am
Monday, November 17, 2008
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